Disconnected.

Today is a mess.

I got an email over the weekend saying my loan check was ready for pick up.

I thought it was at ARC but after waiting in 2 lines at ARC I realize its at SCC. So tired of this, I drive down to SCC. It is so much different here. Usually the semesters are crazy! I found parking right by the elevator on the 3rd floor. There were spots open like crazy! In contrast, I didn't make it to my first class at ARC because it took me an hour to NOT find parking.

So now I am back at square one. I have a Thursday appointment at ARC to file a new loan there.

I will get through this semester and come back to SCC. I am sitting here waiting for a friend who works on campus to meet me for lunch. I think, I can take my math classes at ARC and everything else here. I had no idea this was going to happen. I can make it through. I just have to get to the ARC lots really early.

On top of that I feel terrible! I get panic attacks pretty bad. My doctor prescribed me xanax for them. Well, I was taking them for 3 weeks to help me sleep. I just stopped taking them and started feeling dizzy/light headed, nauseous, and kinda disconnected from things...foggy I guess. Come to find out, its side effects from stopping the pill. Their minor, but I feel terrible. And still have an oral presentation in French. I am hoping to deliver that and take off from there. I am hoping Thursday will be more productive.
In happier news I fit into my "skinny" jeans again! Size 8!