Tuesday, February 16, 2010

Dearest you.

Tonight was sad.
I tired to make a step forward.
I feel like I took 2 steps back.
I feel haunted by you. I even saw a truck pass me today with your name on it.
I don't think I have been in this position in 6 years.
Last time I tried to fix it the same way.
That ended up with worse heart ache than what I started with.
This time I need to go at it alone.
In time, I will have learned more about myself and life than I ever have.
I am terrified.
I miss you tonight.


  1. :(.

    sorry for whatever you're dealing with. i know you'll get through it, but you'll be in my thoughts.